Say What You Need To Say !!

I’m me . I have a regular life. I have my set of people. I like few. I love few more. I hate lot more. But they are my people. They wil always be. Sometimes, I feel like I have it all mapped out for me, in terms of life. But then, you come across situations, people who will make sure that map is turned upside down. Some for good, some for just ruining your life. But U can get out there, live your life the way you want. 

Easy peasy for me to say, tough for you to do !

Today, I realized if you don’t get up & say what you need to say, you will never be able to live with that.

 I have got suggestions, advice from friends, foes & who-not on how you should treat people the way they treat you , but I can never be that BADASS!  I can sugar-coat & be nice but just when I thought that’s all there is , I get up & SPEAK ! And, hell YESS !!!!!  IT FELT AWESOME!

            Not everybody can be happy all the time. Not everybody can please everybody ! And more important, you’re not here to please everybody. And today was one such day for me. I could say, I was having a break down at some point, but to be able to say what you have always wanted to say, to have that relief, that *sigh* feeling - - Nothing can come close to that.

There are a bunch of people in everybody’s life whose motive is to just call you names, get jealous of your Oh-So-Happy-life, make sure you have the worst day for life time like it’s a Year supply of doughnuts from your favorite shop (You can't have it all, nor can you do anything about it ! !  ).  No matter where you go, they follow you like a lost puppy . Your life can never be full of these cranky people. You have to face them everyday, everywhere. You cannot just run away from them. Either you ignore them..or you NEED to face them.  

For some reason, my life rite now has more than a bunch of those. Can’t take them in , can’t take them out either. Your peers act as if they can boss around talking like they own that place, when they have the same responsibility as you do. You can never manage that sort of people. Although, it is good to be a  leader but not where you should behave like a team member. What’s life without a little gossip from here & there. But when it gets out of hand, there’s no stopping you !

 I am very blessed to have an elder sister who is always right next to me,when I need her and a bunch of crazy people who love me & care for me.  And then there are those outsiders, who have no meaning in my life ( what-so-ever), who are SOO messed up in their own life & come to you giving you life advice & start barging around like Your life is My life ( This is not some Funny jingle to go ; what’s yours is mine,baby ! ! ) !  

To those losers , nasty people , retards , - 

"Usually I'm not the kind of person to wish bad things for anyone, but for once I'm gonna do it & do it with all my heart 'cz they deserve it!"          

A lesson , well learnt ! 

Love ‘N peace

Sin !